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[Aug. 3rd, 2005|10:53 am] |
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| | The Beatles -The End | ] |
It truly has been a long time. I've been up to the usual, just hanging out and working.
So i really hate when my parents ask me to get some milk for them. Its not that i dont wanna buy it, or that i am too lazy to go get it. But i just fucking forget everytime. I know its gonna happen, there is no way around it. So when my parents ask me to get some milk on my way home, its just like "hey dont get the milk, and well yell at you for it tomorrow and then you'll get the milk"
So lately ive been spending a lot of time and money at cheapo. This is both good and bad.
Good- im getting more music, and i have something to show for my money spent. Conclusion: money well spent
Bad- I am spending money, i was trying to save up and get my bank account back up to its prime state of 13 hundred dollaz, but i have poor will power when it comes to music. Another bad thing, i am going to buy a turntable soon, and i have enough money for it now but i keep on spending so i dont trust myself that i will always have money. One last thing. Although i do love cheapo and it is great to support it because it is more local or whatever, sometimes their selection is kinda wack and most times it is not very cheap-o at all.
I cant decide if i like the way my summer is going socially. Its nice because i am almost always hanging out witht he dudes which is great, but i dont really hang out with anyone else.. not so great
Thats all
Deuces yo |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 7th, 2005|11:00 am] |
Have you ever...
(X) smoked a cigarette
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
( ) been in love
( x) been dumped (sorta)
(X) shoplifted
( x) been fired
(X!) been in a fist fight
() snuck out of your parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend
(X) skipped school (like every second of every day)
( ) seen someone die
( ) had a crush on one of your internet friends
(x) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
(x ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire
( ) eaten sushi
(x) been skiing
( X) met someone in person from the internet
( ) been moshing at a concert (I like to think so)
( X) taken painkillers
(X) love someone or miss someone right now
(X) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
( ) had a tea party
( ) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(X) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(X) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(X) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
( ) petted a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(X) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car
(X) had braces
( X) felt like an outcast
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had déjà vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
(x) liked the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
(X ) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
( ) felt like dying
(X ) cried yourself to sleep
(X ) played cops and robbers
( ) recently colored with crayons
( ) sung karaoke
(X) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
( X) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) danced in the rain
( X) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(X ) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(X) made a bonfire on the beach
( X) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
(X) had a wish come true
( ) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
( ) kissed a mirror
(X) sang in the shower
( ) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to something
( ) kissed a fish
(x) sat on a roof top
(X) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone
( ) believe in ghosts/spirits
( ) have more than 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
(x) gone doorbell ditching
(x) played chicken
( ) pushed into a pool/hot tub with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger (My favorite, happened outside Ragstock on University Ave.: DDDAAAYYYAAMMMNNN GIRL!)
(I BROKE MY TOOTH) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
( ) cried so hard you laughed
(x) cheated on a test
(x) have/had a Britney Spears CD (I have both her first ones. I really, really love Oops I Did it Again -the CD, it's one of my favorites)
(x) forgotten someones name
( ) French braided someones hair
( ) been threatened to be kicked out of your house
( ) been kicked out of your house |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 6th, 2005|05:24 pm] |
Whatup y'all
IM B--B-B-B-B-B-B-B-ACK YALL
So today was perfect out, and i played golf so i am in a pretttyy alright mood, meaning a good un.
Heres what i have done this summer-
Worked
Hung out with friends
Woken up before 6 oclock several times, far too early
Played Golf
Started hating cops more, this one cop was a major douche to me for no reason
Hung out with my brother and sister, at the same time, Thats some ill shit
Gotten a lotta music
Volunteered at homecroft helping out the little kids (reading, counting etc.)
Thats about it, for right now. Who knows what will come?!?!?!?
PS. Dylan, if you read this, i am terribly sorry about your dad. I dont really know what to say, but i cannot imagine what your going through. Stay strong dawg. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 25th, 2005|11:29 am] |
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| | Thought @ Work- The Roots | ] |
How do we measure our successes and failures? Do we compare ourselves to our peers? Do we compare ourselves to those who are also successful? Can a child who grew up in an inner city public school with no domestic support be compared to the child who was in a private, "higher educational institution" all his life with parents who are Doctors and Lawyers? Or do we measure ourselves by ourselves, but then what kind of a measure is that?
Why is it that drugs are percieved as such a negative thing in our society? They effect (affect?) our brains and bodies, but so do sports. Football players experience concussions and injuries, but there is no movement to stop football. People say that drugs only hurt you, but do they? Do they not give us an alternate way of looking at things, do they not change our mindset?
Yeah sorry, I just kinda thought these questions up and wrote them down. I'm not saying you can compare drug use to playing a sport, im just throwing the idea out there. |
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[Jun. 19th, 2005|12:42 pm] |
So today is father's day, pretty laid back at the love household. We had brunch, my brother is coming back soon for the rest of the day and my parents are in the pool. But i feel like this is gonna be another day that i get in fight with my mom. It always seems to happen on family holidays (mother's day, father's day, easter etc.) or birthdays its always about something stupid, but we both always end up getting angry. Today were prolly gonna fight about the pool. So my mom made a bullshit rule about me not being able to use the pool unless either her or my dad is home, so i can't have friends over during the day to swim. I understand the rule, but it just angers me, because my mom is such a fucking unreasonable person. Actually, her and my dad are. Whenever i come up with any argument against a rule we have, they just do not listen, it doesnt matter what the idea is but as soon as i open my mouth they shut me down and i really cant handle it. It is especially worse now that i am the only kid here, my brother is in new york, my sister is in new york.
thats all for now, i gotta go
deuces |
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[Jun. 18th, 2005|02:04 pm] |
Oh yeah, and also i know someone is gonna say something about the park being closed, well i looked at the sign at the entrance and it doesn't say shit about when the thing closes. But whateva |
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[Jun. 18th, 2005|02:01 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Chameleon- Herbie Hancock | ] |
Fuck cops
I was down at Hidden Falls last night for a bonfire, and this cop came down and told me and two other people to leave. None of us were high or drunk, or doing anything bad or illegal. So I had to leave the bonfire. Fuck cops |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 16th, 2005|03:43 pm] |
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| | Ms. Fat Booty- Mos Def | ] |
So, its summer time bitches. So far, this summer has been hanging out, golf, work and my car breaking down.. kind of. So i was driving to a golf tournament wednesday mornig at like 645, and on the highway randomly the battery icon and the e-brake icon came on. Then they quickly went off, so i was a little worried, but it was 645 and there was golf to be played. The golf course was really nice, played like shit but whateva. Anyways the car worked fine until this morning , I was at SA, i put gas into the car, and after i started it back up those two icons came back on. So i was worried again, but i was on my way to tires plus so i wasnt trippin. So i get to tires plus, and as i am pulling in, everything in the car starts shutting down, so i assumed the battery was fucked, but i was at least at the right place. Anyways, the guy looks at it and the problem is the alternator, and it costs 600 hun-ed dollaz to replace, so now i hafta have a talk about the car with my parents, fuck that
Anyways, its nice out, and i cant play golf because i dont have clubs or a car. What a waste of a day.
I ain't pissed tho y'all
Deuces |
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[Jun. 8th, 2005|09:29 pm] |
Scratch the saturday bonfire deal... i got otha' shit to do
Deuces |
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[Jun. 7th, 2005|07:15 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Stakes Is High- De La Soul | ] |
So, as you may have noticed in my recent posts, the seniors left and it made me sad etc... Well sorry, but i really havent noticed their absence that much. Maybe its because most of the seniors i'm friends with didnt go to school that often.. I dunno, like it feels that there is something missing, and it is the class of '05, but its not a specific thing.. Sorry its hard to explain, but i guess the place i most see people is after school? and there never really was a large senior prescence there. I do miss you guys though, at least those of you that will read this.
So if it is nice on saturday night, i think there should be a bonfire somewhere. Maybe in my backyard, but i dont want that many people here, and without a lot of people it would be wack. The fact that there is a pool would add a nice touch to a bonfire. ( i now have a pool in my backyard, cause sadly i left the STP and now reside in Mendota Heights) Anyways, any thoughts on this bonfire idea should be left in comment form, bitches
Deuces y'all |
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[Jun. 4th, 2005|01:04 pm] |
So yesterday was the seniors last day, that suck. Im gonna miss them a lot, but no point in bitchin. After the assembly i cleaned up, then chilled in the back office for a little bit then i left school and went to a beach in minneapolis. Then i came home and swam again. I really regret my decision to leave school, i feel like it was a weak and impulsive decision that was basically stupid. Oh well, again no point in getting mad. Today there are a few open houses, im sad its not nice out because the open houses will suffer and now i cant have people over to swim tonight. But oh well another time eh.
My sister left today for new york, EVERYBODY IS LEAVING. it sucks that she is leaving too, a good thing is that she was home for like a month and we only fought.. twice i think other than that we got along real well. My sister rocks, and im gonna miss her, but im really excited for he opportunity in new york. She is interning at the place my brother works at, an advertising agency in manhattan. She really loves graphic design, and thats what she is interning for, so im sure shell have an awesome time
Deuces y'all |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 1st, 2005|10:00 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Aesop Rock- Maintenance | ] |
Again im going to whine about the seniors leaving. Its not the ones that im friends with mostly, its the ones im not and i wish i knew better. Quite a few of the seniors im friends with are going to the U. But the ones that arent, and i dont know i feel like i missed out. I hate that feeling , it almost makes me.. depressed. I feel like im abusing that word, but still thats pretty much how i feel... Oh well, hopefully i will be able to get to know some of them over the summer better through mutual friends or so'tin
Deuces, mu'fuckas |
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[May. 30th, 2005|11:13 am] |
| [ | music |
| | Where Do We Go- Talib Kweli feat. Res | ] |
So this weekend has been prety sweeeettt. It has been nice out every day, nice meaning no pouring rain. And i had very little homework this weekend,no english paper or oral shit for me, i took AP mu'fuckas. Today is.. gorgeous. The sun is out, not too cloudy, good temperature. SO because of this i am going to finish a ceramics piece quickly then go play as much golf as possible. then i have to work and tomorrow is spring fever. Seniors last week, that is just crazy. I hate the end of the year, after the seniors leave because the hallways seem empty and after school iss just not the same. Usually the seniors have a place they always go after school, kinda by chapman's desk. And now after school that shit is gonna be empty, and that sucks. But on another note, fuck school on the mother fuckin real. |
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[May. 24th, 2005|06:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sore | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Just Like I Pictured It- Medeski Martin and Wood | ] |
So the last two days have been really long. Yesterday was the stupid red-shirt activity, if you dont know what im talking about it was an activity bierman made up to give us a taste of what it was like to be a black youth in an integrated souther school during the 50s-60s. Then we had golf, it was fucking beautiful out, AND we got to hit off of the grass for the first time all year at the range. Then i had to work, meh...
Today i woke up, ate showered and went to play golf at our regional tournament. Basically, regions is only for the best players in the region and the best team and seeing as how i am nowhere near the best and neither is highland i just decided to not care about how i played and enjoy the nice, sunny day off from school. Then i came home, showered did a little homework, got chipotle and now im here
D-D-D-D-D-D-Deuces!!
PS I love mr. podas, he is hilarious and the greatest golf coach in the WORLD, hopefully i will play with him this summer |
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[May. 22nd, 2005|11:57 am] |
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On another note.. for those of you who do not know, there was a 3 page long article on Rashade Coleman ( from our school, the rapist) in the Pioneer Press. So if you get the Pioneer Press, read it. If you don't go online and read it. Its really interesting |
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[May. 22nd, 2005|11:45 am] |
OK, I am gonna post a list of all the CDs/artists I love right now, because they are tight.
4th Dimensional Rocketships Going Up- Gift of Gab
Labor Days- Aesop Rock
Same Shit Different Day- Lyrics Born
Beck (Anything)
Moondance- Van Morrison
E&A- Eyedea and Abilities
A Tiger Dancing- Heiruspecs
Yankee Hotel Foxtrot- Wilco
Deuces Y'all |
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[May. 21st, 2005|12:04 pm] |
Boatdance was pretty fun. I'm a little disappointed i didnt really chill with many of the seniors there though. I mean i talked with some of them for a while, but the ones i used to be friends with and now im not i barely saw. Like Lena and Megan (Ireland) , freshman year i chilled with them and greg alot and it was a buncha fun but i have not hung out with them since then. It makes me so sad that the seniors are gonna be gone, i dont have like a significant relationship with any of them, but im friends with some and the fact that i wont see them in the halls and say whatup to them after this year makes me real sad. I know its cliche to say " i wish i had talked to them more etc. " but i really do feel like that with a lot of the seniors. I guess this is my fault, cuz i think my personality kind of shies people away from me. I'm not saying im an inimidating person, but like i think since im an asshole a lot of the time, but im almost always joking. So i think the combination of me being an asshole and the fact that a lot of the times after i meet someone or if i know them , but am not like friends with them, i can never tell if they like me or not so i never know if i should try and be outgoing towards them or not...
Thats all for now
Deuces |
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[May. 19th, 2005|05:37 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | No Alibi- The Roots | ] |
So today was the easiest day it could have been aside from no classes. History- watched movies. Ceramics- fired Raku pieces. Math- movie and reading of newspaper. Band- I ran Student Council errands.
So boat dance is tomorrow, i guess im excited but whateva. It seems that this year has gone so fast. And soon the seniors will be gone, which makes me sad. I feel like i used to be better friends with quite a few of them, but that was back in the grandview days when a lot of tight people worked there. This year honestly has been a blur, it feels like so much has happened but so little at the same time. Again, i feel that since the beginning of this year a lot of relationships i had with people have dwindled. I dunno if that has to do with me or them or just the circumstances but whatever. I cant just complain though, ive developed relationships with people that have turned out to be really cool, so thats good.
So tonight, i was going to work hard on my history paper, which was due monday. But now its due thursday. So i was going to go to the Mars Volta concert, but my parents dont want me too. Oh well, i havent paid for the ticket so thats nice, but i did really wanna go. Oh well, nothing bitching will do about it. My mom is picking up noodles and company, which should be rather tasty
Deuces, mu'fuckas |
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[May. 3rd, 2005|06:59 pm] |
Whatup y'all
I am currently eating this awesome, almost fancy pizza twist my mamma made. Today at golf, we almost beat como. Which is disappointing that we lost, but cool that we almost beat them. My day was pretty decent. I feel like crap, i have a cold. But i took some piillllzzz and they made me feel better and also my day was chill as fuck. First hour i just bullshitted some letter to the president. then ceramics was cool. third hour i dipped with pace and zach and went to chipotle where all these god damn little kids were. We were gonna stomp em. Then 4th hour was a student council meeting. Thats my day
In response to Megan's post about drinking. I have changed my views, and i think that drinking is not that bad of an idea, as long as there is someone sober there to make sure noone goes overboard. When people are just getting drunk and having a good time, compared to those who get fucking wasted and throw up and shit i have no problem. But i dunno my views are probably a little biast considering ive never gotten drunk before... |
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